I started blending years ago to help with my PTSD – xtreme anxiety,hostility,blackouts, feeling of inner restlessness that is very intense,night terrors, ect. and would like to reach out to others who may have the same problems –to vent,offer help -whatever–often I have no where to turn and maybe some of you feel like that too.
There are 2 kinds of justice in ‘Merika- One for the peeps and the sheeps-
And one for the creeps at the top of the heap……….
I didnt start blending to help with PTSD but it definitely does! I started blending before i was deployed and didnt really use again until i came back 15 months later. Once home i began drinking very heavily and having violent flipouts where i would black out and become the world’s largest asshole. After a few mornings of waking up to broken shit and feeling miserable i decided to cut way back on the drinking. At first i couldnt sleep through the night and would often have horrible dreams and wake up in the middle of a flashback. I started blending using Spice and Chillin XXX/ Skunk before bed and immediately i noticed a difference. I could sleep for a full eight hours and it seemed that the dreams either didnt come or werent vivid enough to bother me. Since about April 2008 i have used blends and i have only had one freakout since. The night that i did freakout i hadnt blended for a cpl of days due to a business trip, and i also drank an absurd amount of booze that night. Many of my friends and brothers from my old unit are on all kinds of anti psycho meds and still having bad issues. I feel lucky to have found blends and will be the first to recommend them in moderation for dealing with PTSD.
:smoking-hookah:
"Fool me one time, shame on you. Fool me two times, cant put tha blame on you. Fool me three times, fuck tha peace signs, load the choppa and let it rain on you"
yep :smokepack
Started blending after cutting out all the fuckin meds(SSRIs,pain meds,methadone for artificial happiness ! >:(,anti-psychotics) and after feeling crazy from all those withdrawals – blending seems to help more than the prescribed shit ever did.
There are 2 kinds of justice in ‘Merika- One for the peeps and the sheeps-
And one for the creeps at the top of the heap……….
I agree. Out here in the sticks where I live now it is very hard to find the quality of MJ I am willing to spend $ on — plenty of mexican donkey dirt weed–nothing good on a reg. basis though.
There are 2 kinds of justice in ‘Merika- One for the peeps and the sheeps-
And one for the creeps at the top of the heap……….
I agree. Out here in the sticks where I live now it is very hard to find the quality of MJ I am willing to spend $ on — plenty of mexican donkey dirt weed–nothing good on a reg. basis though.
Make some oil.
"You can't buy happiness… but you can buy weed, which is pretty close."
Our fabulous governor Bobby "anchor-baby" Swindle has cut mental health funding to the bone here
and have 2 very good friends w/ PTSD that will have no access to care starting in September-one is not a vet-so no VA–the other refuses to set foot in the VA .
Jacks my BP up just thinking about it,even with insurance its hard to get good help…..SHIT.
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There are 2 kinds of justice in ‘Merika- One for the peeps and the sheeps-
And one for the creeps at the top of the heap……….