Yesterday  I was totally sober and decided to go to some stupid therapy class after my doctors and wife wined for a week. It was lame — we took about 6 meditation breaks and I smiled and closed my eyes. Afterwords the intstructor told me it was wrong to smile while meditating. I said excuse me I am am expert meditator. An hour a day for the last 6 years and meditation and that makes me happy. He said it was wrong to be happy meditating and I said I have a mental problem where my default state is happy and  I will try to not smile anymore in his class and pretend to be sad like him and his class. He seemed OK with my answer. I went to my car and had ONE puff of my blend mixture with some 420 in it and wow – my tbreak paid off I was ripped (having to tell the wife the whole story and to clean out my sinues. What a ride home, had a bit of trouble staying in my own lane, got honked at. Luckily I made it home with no tickets or scratches. So after a Tbreak do no drive!