i overstepped my bounds with the post about Subboss taking on new customers, he did not ask for my help, i misspoke also, i should not have said 4 members, he wants all of you as regulars, i was thinking that there was only a few left to join anyway…my mind is not as sharp as it used to be..
He cares and loves all of us much and is still out there for us, trying to get through his problems, legal and emotional, he is getting there, the end is near, and when he can, he will return, and he plans to relaunch with newer and better, we all just need to realize the time and energy that a domestic split with kids involved can devour…..lets all send him our prayers and be patient….
and again i am sorry, i was trying to help a situation and i made it worse..i have tried so hard to regain the feelings of the past, the emotions and drive that used to pull me from day to day..but they are lost…
can we ever really go back? no….can we ever make forward worth going to? maybe…it has been a long hot dry summer…
what we do have is a family, some of us come and go as we need, some of us lurk some of us are seen, but we are all family, forever, we have come too far to ever not be family…
When Subboss is Ready He will return, and untill then he is still thinking about us and working on things for our future…….
Here is to The coming fall and the cooldown….



