I just signed back in specifically to have a voice in Tim's memorial. He was an awesome person. He was a good friend. The world is poorer for him being gone. I'm friends with his step-brother and he posted that Tim took his own life 2 days ago.  I wish I'd talked to him recently. I wish that he had reached out to those of us who care for him. I am depressed and despondent. I don't know how he went (because it would be in poor taste to ask), but I just hope that it was painless and positive as it could have been. R.I.P, Tim. You were a beautiful soul and I'm gutted to hear this news.