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(@synester)
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Hey everyone, I’ve really enjoyed my time on here (I guess, a little bit more than a week? It saddens me) met some cool people and have had a good time reading and hearing others opinions who are relevant to mine. I’ve really thought this over more than a few times and I don’t want to leave here in all honesty.
I’m glad to have been taken in as a member here. 

Nonetheless, I’ve grown tired of the bullshit growing on this forum since I’ve been here. It’s been pushing me away since I’ve joined. I’ve had some "controversial" posts and all and I understand, but I honestly think most members don’t really want me around.
I suppose I’m a bit like Deadheadz or Wook in the fact that these things push me away.
I’ve read the rules, tried not to break them, seen others break them, and i’ve simply been scrutinized since I’ve been here.
In all honesty, I don’t care if people want to shill for their favorite vendor on here and all, but I do care if I get BAN threats every single time I mention mine and put in good honest word.
I get that I might have crossed the line sometimes, and I think that’s why I need to leave.
I don’t want people to have the same image of me even until I even grow more "agreeable" here.
I’m not asking for my account to be deleted, or to be banned. But if admins feel like I should be banned go ahead and do it, because I’m not posting for a while.
I’ll try and not let that cross a weeks mark from now. This (my time on here) has honestly killed any of my good vibes, made me feel VERY not welcomed, and has just pushed me away. I have never met such a community with a negative perspective.
I really hope new members do not usually go through this bullshit. I honestly do not understand how to prove my genuinity to this forum other than my honest word.

Thanks all for the support (old members and new), but I think it’s best I just leave here for now. I don’t really think there’s a need for me to lurk here anyway. I feel like I’ve really caused some tension here, for admins and more favorable users or vendors.

In other words, I’m going to let this family stay tightnit. I don’t want to ruin that. It is obvious I’m not contributing to this forum. I think a few ban threats within a week of being here is enough to know that I don’t belong here.

I hope you all have a good one, and I hope to come back as soon as this storm leaves, which may not be forever.
Farewell,
:steamroller
Synester


“Life lived in the absence of the psychedelic experience that primordial shamanism is based on is life trivialized, life denied, life enslaved to the ego."


   
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