i know i’ve been gone for some time now.
had to take a complete break from it all.
…wanted to stop in and say hello to all the awesome.
and am once again…searching for something that will give me a nice stoned,couch-lock kind-of feel.
as the we ed does hardly anything for me at all..been that way for nearly 7 years now ….
and yes, ive taken extended breaks from that too…and havent had any we ed in nearly a year now,
until just the other day. got some hoping and praying it might be even a shadow of the high i used to get…nope…still dont work….
but the depression is getting more than i can handle once again…and really need something……….
if anyone can steer me near something to get me high that doesnt feel like im on "the dope" or ang el du st………….

anyhow…i love you all and missed you!!!