Hey everyone, I’ve really enjoyed my time on here (I guess, a little bit more than a week? It saddens me) met some cool people and have had a good time reading and hearing others opinions who are relevant to mine. I’ve really thought this over more than a few times and I don’t want to leave here in all honesty.
I’m glad to have been taken in as a member here.
Nonetheless, I’ve grown tired of the bullshit growing on this forum since I’ve been here. It’s been pushing me away since I’ve joined. I’ve had some "controversial" posts and all and I understand, but I honestly think most members don’t really want me around.
I suppose I’m a bit like Deadheadz or Wook in the fact that these things push me away.
I’ve read the rules, tried not to break them, seen others break them, and i’ve simply been scrutinized since I’ve been here.
In all honesty, I don’t care if people want to shill for their favorite vendor on here and all, but I do care if I get BAN threats every single time I mention mine and put in good honest word.
I get that I might have crossed the line sometimes, and I think that’s why I need to leave.
I don’t want people to have the same image of me even until I even grow more "agreeable" here.
I’m not asking for my account to be deleted, or to be banned. But if admins feel like I should be banned go ahead and do it, because I’m not posting for a while.
I’ll try and not let that cross a weeks mark from now. This (my time on here) has honestly killed any of my good vibes, made me feel VERY not welcomed, and has just pushed me away. I have never met such a community with a negative perspective.
I really hope new members do not usually go through this bullshit. I honestly do not understand how to prove my genuinity to this forum other than my honest word.
Thanks all for the support (old members and new), but I think it’s best I just leave here for now. I don’t really think there’s a need for me to lurk here anyway. I feel like I’ve really caused some tension here, for admins and more favorable users or vendors.
In other words, I’m going to let this family stay tightnit. I don’t want to ruin that. It is obvious I’m not contributing to this forum. I think a few ban threats within a week of being here is enough to know that I don’t belong here.
I hope you all have a good one, and I hope to come back as soon as this storm leaves, which may not be forever.
Farewell,
:steamroller
Synester
“Life lived in the absence of the psychedelic experience that primordial shamanism is based on is life trivialized, life denied, life enslaved to the ego."
Too bad man. I supported you. Hope ya change your tune in a few weeks.
We arent all pricks..
No need to leave bro, you are welcome here, sorry you feel this way. Stick around dude the storm will pass. I don’t think anyone wants you to go bro…..
Maybe they just took it the wrong way. Stick around some good peeps here.
The trick to being a good stalker is always having weed.
If they catch you stalking just say "wanna smoke some weed?",
If they say "no"… fuck em.
You don’t need that kinda negativity in your life.
Sadness bro def hope to see ya back if anyone wants synesters or deadheadz contact info def hit me up
I see you like drama.
That’s cool.
Good luck, wook/synester/whateveryouwanttocallyourself.
"You can't buy happiness… but you can buy weed, which is pretty close."
Ban threats?
Ill be damned. First I’ve heard of this forum going that route. Were these via pm or something?
I agree with DC, could you fill the rest of us in. There are no warnings on your record unless they have been verbal(through a pm or email). There is a system in place for this reason. I respect your decision to leave, but maybe the whole thing just needs a cooling off period. Good luck in your future endeavors. :smokebanana
Syn, this forum is awesome, when someone disagrees with you or trashes you, just remember you can simply ignore it and focus on the positive parts.
We are a family in a world gone insane.
Don’t Date Robots! The world is trained to ignore everything unless it comes from the church, their TV, celebrities, or the media.
You will be okay
Ban threats? I’m an expert at getting threatened with banishment and I didnt see any or hear about any.
Oh well.
I see you like drama.
That’s cool.
Good luck, wook/synester/whateveryouwanttocallyourself.
Wook is another person. If I like drama, a LOT of users on this forum love it.
I agree with DC, could you fill the rest of us in. There are no warnings on your record unless they have been verbal(through a pm or email). There is a system in place for this reason. I respect your decision to leave, but maybe the whole thing just needs a cooling off period. Good luck in your future endeavors. :smokebanana
I’ve gotten a ban threat on another thread from acid,(Defamation of character?) and a pm from another user warning me "IM ONLY GUNNA SAY THIS ONE MORE TIME… IF U GET BANNED AFTA NOT LISTENING… IM SORRY….." telling me to delete certain posts of mine. So I don’t know, I’m just gonna try and take a break here for a bit. I had a rough start and it hasn’t changed much. Whatever rules I’m breaking I think is kind of ridiculous and a lot of members are very suspicious of me so I’m just going to stay off the forum for a while and let things cool down I guess. I’ll try and post some reviews and what not sometimes whenever I’m back on.. And make sure not to post anything about wook or deadheadz ever?
Let me know if anyone wants my contact info, I’d love to stay in touch with members on this forum, and I thank them for the support i’ve gotten since I began posting.
:biggrin
“Life lived in the absence of the psychedelic experience that primordial shamanism is based on is life trivialized, life denied, life enslaved to the ego."
Lol caps lock threat. I think we can guess who sent that 🙂
LOLZ
Pming a member when your not a mod/admin and talking about banning is pretty lame though. Give or take you have helped the forum but again let the staff members do there job.