I got am Email asking if I was okay.I’m doing good just trying to get my life in a good place.Trying to quit incense.Started going to the doctor for all my medical problems.

I made a lot mistakes growing up when I was in my teenage years and that is what I am trying to work through.I am by no means stupid and love learning just about anything now.When I was younger I dropped out of school and just did a whole bunch of stupid shit.Picking the people I chose to hang around with is one.They are not even friends anymore.

I have zero job skill and no high education.I do not have money to afford it at this time in my life either.The trades I am interested in are criminal justice (it would get me started in the law field and I am interested in that) technician, or welding.I have something wrong with my muscles and that halts physical work a lot.It fucking sucks, people think I am lazy or some shit.Well live with what I have and say that.

I have fines right now that are a few years old and that is the first step.I have been going to khan academy to study.It is great and I thank Salman Khan for such a great service.I can study for free on some stuff I need to.

I never had a father figure or guidance.I have had to create my own with the help of my mom and god bless her man.She may not be super smart and have all the answers but she is here for me and that is more than anyone else has done in real life.

I found some very good people through these type of forums that offer inspiration and encouragement.My brother moved in with us and I love him too but it is not a very good situation because he gets mad over shit me and my mom can not help.He lets me play his xbox one and he may let me buy it from him if I can.

If you all have an xbox one let me know and I’ll put you on the friends list